Posted by Anonymous on 2015/01/26 under Friends i just want my best friend back.i guess thats all there is.and boy in my 3rd period class,im sorry.and boy on the bus,with the scar on his face,im sorry.i dont know where you’ve been. also (a) im f***ing mad at you and i just want the world to see this.
but you know what i really want?i just want my best friend to look at me,the way he always did.i dont know what got us into this mess,but i thought we were until the end.
i did.(a),im sorry,you wont talk to me and i dont know why.and (c),i know how you got the stye in your eye,but i didnt cause it and trust me,if i would of been there i would of stopped it from happening.i love you.and (b),im sorry kid,i really am,i underestimated you,and you didnt deserve for me to give you that grade.
i would give anything to change it back,seriously,that was cruel of me.
theres no excuse,but i was mad.i was mad at (a) for not answering me like she always does,and i was hurt,and i was scared,and i was tired and frustrated.and now im just empty.
and (c) mate,what happened,i thought we were friends.i lost everyone else,and now (mi) and even you.i dont know why i thought it would last.
have no clue.
but thanks guys,some of you that have stayed,and for some of you,who for some reason decided to put up with me and become my friends recently,thanks.
they say they dont get a say in how you get hurt in this world,but you do get to chose who hurts you,but i dont think thats true.cause you guys will always hurt me,because i love you,i cant not you’re my friends.
so that i will never have any control over.
if any of you see this i will die.